"going round and round"

I dunno, is sex the cycle? Seems to me if one were to pin-point the place that we get stuck round spinnin'.. It WOULD be the physical/biological/sexual process of reproduction.
[cycle=eye=point, where [equals]=[proportionately to / alpha]

duction 

duction

abd-

duction

duction

re- duction- duction duction-

pro- duction- duction-

in- duction duction-

in-  tro-   duction-  duction-

re-  pro-   duction- duction- duction-

con- duction- duction- duction-

de- duction-  duction-

se- duction-    duction-     duction-      duction-       duction-

"A duction is an eye movement involving only one eye"

seduce|   always with women as objects (1769).

to persuade a vassal to desert their allegiance (1520s)..  to God?

to lead + away (Latin).

to corrupt

to draw away

to remove

withdraw

from se- to sub-

to lead + from under

to su-

 is a good conductor jesus?

is a good conductor a good leader?

to duct

to duke

the eye balls

astray

on the path

to lead, to pull, to drag

i'm sorry for my infraduction

in the movement of a single point-pupil

depression is the under-curve that the over-curve will be going to have been

in its later years

as an elder

jesus

i'm not so sorry

and what is confession? if i am to be in sorrow...

i am not to be in  sorrow

with god shouldn't one give up sorrow?

if i could confess my sins

i'd wring them together with string and slip dem under the door

to jesus

who i had been thinking

loved me regardless

and how many knots? rings? ties? strings?

as many as the garment wrings

around their neck

their neck

their neck hole.

empty black

space.

this is my language

squak squak squak

river runs fever in me

cry squak cry caw

jesus.

it just so happens i am a christian.

i am a christian death goddess.

 

 

further

 

 

hi? hello? how are you? hey it's me Nur. I am sitting in the bakery down the street. I have problems with Fear. Sometimes I am afraid to fall asleep or dream. Sometimes I am afraid to go home. Where do I live? Where shall I go? What do I hold on to?
non servium. godkiller.
i ran away... oh no i didn't where do i want to go?
what do i want to do?
i do not. want. to keep. moving.

that is only one thing I know.