vata pitta spaz moments

they say there are two periods of the day that share the same dosha, in ayurveda
my time to shine is the pitta time of the day, which is now and why it is 532am and i've been trying to go back to sleep for hours.
it must go on for 4 hours then, maybe 5 to 9pm? huh? huh? That's my summertime pitta. Maybe followed by my summertime vata in which air moves fire. which is probably from 9 to 1p.. at which point there's this 4 hour kaphic window where I can take a nap and CHILL THE FUCK OUT CAUSE I AM.
SO GOD-

                                   -DAMNED EXCITED TO BE ALIVE

                                                                          IT IS MY 26th BIRTH DAY

EXCITED TO REPRESENT THE PLANET. BY SAYING: I AM BEAUTIFUL. NO UGLY. I AM LOVE. NO FEAR. I BURN THE SEEDS OF GUILT BLAME WORRY & SHAME +AND PICK UP FORGIVENESS . TO THE X DEGREE INCREASINGLY ALWAYS.
your chin is covered with dirt oh my what a cutie.
your eyes are dug in the out the up the tree today tomorrow yesterday was a great day for the sun to rise
today marks the anniversary of a determined but lacksdaisical representation of Nur Abir Greene.
a magnificent representation of all that is creation REPRESENT REPRSENT
this is a day for long ballads and spoken loud poetry
HIP HOP ON A BOOM BOX BIKE was what I wanted for my birthday but after today maybe I can start working on it .




GOD HAS GIVEN ME ALL I NEED
GOD HAS GIVEN ME ALL I HAVE ASKED FOR
I GIVE FAITH TO GOD LIKE A GIFT
AND LIKE A GIFT GOD GIVES FAITH IN ME
GIFTING YOUR FACE OFF


GOD BLESS THE WORLD AND YOUR FACE
oh i love your face and i love your name and i love your face
UNIVERSE IN GRATITUDE NOT IGNORANCE OR ABANDON, I STRETCH MY ARMS INTO THE SKY HOLD & MAKE A 'Y'
the who am i - what am i - where am i= game, simply a refrain of self-reflection, i think you've got all the answers, haven't I?
THE SKY HOLDS OUR HANDS LIKE MOTHER DID WHEN FATHER WAS GONE


I WISHED FOR THE SAME THING IN EVERY TUNNEL AS I HELD MY BREATH.


THE SKY HOLDS OUR HEADS & CRADLES OUR THOUGHTS TO GENTLY CURDLE  OUR MIND & SKIN OFF THE TOP.


I AM A GODAMNED FAIRY AND I GRANT WISHES.


THE SKY CARESSES OUR FACE AND BREATHES: oh i love your face and i love your name and i love your face and i love your name and oh how i love you.




NUR: RUN: light & run backwards
ABIR: sweet smelling aroma of a flower
GREENE: i'm not sure after much research


but it's like some sort of oroboros where upon eating one's self you create a new reality


death is strange still










okay bye for now much love to you
safe travels
make a wish for me today, i mean a wish for your self
and let if fly away free from doubt