I cut my nails earlier today, washed some sheets, then I threw the blankets out the window and doused them in 2020 corn-based hand sanitizer mixed with tea tree oil.
I burned them to get the stain out.
It got the stain out.
Punched several holes in imaginary walls
and cried on my sheet-less bed as the laundry machine chugged underneath my feet from the basement
I don't think our bodies connect too easily
there is some difficulty there
I have been positive
confident
and i'm not positive
nor confident
I just can be sometimes
"not since yesterday!"
this is probably too much for me
kind of disappointing looking at this unstained wood
falling apart more everything it rains
raw
and
carpenter ants gnawing around its
rusty bolts
