i do not like a and remember this Nur. bad vibes. it is dangerous for you to interact with such a fellow on highly intimate levels. you will not be given what you give out and your earnest care will be overlooked. at the same time, try to have compassion for this person still and not totally judge him just because you cannot relate all too well. you will find reward in this thinking as opposed to writing someone off completely.
but realize that it will not be healthy to participate in baseless intimacy regardless of how nice and meaningful wild or fun it sounds in thoughts idears and text messages. The reality is compassion. The reality is care. The reality is letting people into your heart. The reality is vulnerability. the reality is tears. The reality is self-love. The reality is everyone is different and it is okay to have boundaries and preferences even if you feel oddly connected and comfortable with someone you hardly even know and that seems special. remember aaron. remember you do not have to any longer be your 18-year old naive self . remember it is possible to have wild escapades of exploration and still be given quality time. remember that you are very mature and it is okay to not find anyone in this small ass town who wants to live outside the social parameters of space-time, and that you deserve to be studied and not overlooked, and that Sista Soulja was hella right about not giving the milk without buying the cow. even though i hate the government and don't believe in marriage. you get the point.
fuck mixtapes.
thats all.
love nur
to the infinite to the zero
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