garbage flower

this fine landfill
a putrifying stench full
of many-colored strings
past stirring still by the waters
potent pasture
prairie of sins loves lost garbage
sent to stay
to send backwards to
forwards
to play itself sweet

smell her armpits
human
and lick her elbows
salty ocean sweat


lick her elbows
croon and bend over for
her ancient suffering turning water into wine
wine sweetly that touches her blessed thistle and chaste berry pie
that drips around her ankles
into the dirt to do cold moon planting into outside pace

she repeats
presses reverse
play.
over and over.
she whispers into the back of your neck about swimming in garbage waters
sold her ducks
cans
cold ones
zero suffering achieved by imagining being covered in garbage
hovering above ground and thrusting out of it all at once
motion upwards from downwards
pelvic rotation of the earth compost heap in which
we work
to turn turn turn
turn turn turn turn turn.

open our hell mouth turn into lollipop spirals orange dream cream crush sparkly cashews
vomit seafood sea of titan seashells
like bursting strawberry pink energy horizontal waterfall
full
shucking to
see it slow-like
in the real-life turn turn turn turn.
all the acids involved and burning heat compression expansion and gasses involved
your past lives and your past strings and your actual past things
possessions oozing away into your soil

two fingers tied down and handed over to the cross
shoulder bearing what was lost
groundbreaking into what seemed

bleeding out what was leftover
turning into what we need

a triangle forming, mountain top

past truths divulged and diverge
holy mother mountaintop
one step
press play.
over and over and over, flood. turn turn turn.
swim stewing river. flood. and lost flip flops downstream. flood.
you catch up and come clean
design desire
dream dream dream
pick it up shake it off
walk away with it

who gives a shit?

i do.

fit two fix two in two shakes of a leg who
gives a shit who
walks away with
a clean shoe
godman river ran through.

holla! garbage swallower.